Friday, September 23, 2011

Home

I've left this blog unattended for a month or two. Initially I wanted to delete it but then I thought it would be nice to read it once I'm much older and laugh over my naivety. I've also opened the blog to anyone to read it. Previously I set it to private so that my thoughts were only shared with those I'm familiar with. But now I rarely update this site, so who cares. So if you are a stranger who happened to stumbled upon my blog, well hello there.

ok so anyway, I've just moved out of the house recently to somewhere near Taylor's because it's more convenient to commute to college everyday. I was of course so elated to finally live on my own, independent la konon. Barely three weeks away from home, I'm already homesick. I miss the food. I miss my bed. I miss hot water. I miss my room. I miss internet (for sho) I miss the piano. I miss my family members. Ok so basically the list goes on and on. The other night, I felt so lonely. Like super duper lonely. I didn't have the mood to study. And guess what? The next day I fell sick. Like my body gave up adapting to the new environment. I'm a little scared and fascinated by this. Scared because 'how to go to US like this?' and fascinated because my body was taking over me. It literally didn't like staying away from home and decided to fall ill.
For now I have to just force myself to adapt to the new environment. Like what I learnt from a talk during my orientation in Taylors, Life is unfair. It sucks. So Deal With It! :)

till here.

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